i miss you so ♥

Sunday, June 20, 2010

I am starting to doubt who i am .. what i was .. and where i am heading...Somehow i feel in a depressed mode again suddenly ... just aprubtly, my mood just went down again ....

Maybe it was due to that incident...
maybe not
maybe it is my own personal stuff
maybe i am abit sensitive...

but i just wan to say .....

"GET AWAY FROM US OK.."

hope in my life...

I will never See you !

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:32 AM

Saturday, June 19, 2010

ok 3 minutes of posting before i went to my smelly bed... haha ... ok 2 minutes now .... anyway , my holiday is finally here alr ... so fast but u know what monday and friday need to head back to school.. what the hell.. i am sooooooo sian to hear tt from the horse mouth.... :(

missed my piggy so much alr ..... busy with ndp.... cannot disturb wor... recently we nv really quarrel .. because we dont really talk alot of phone now ... one min more. ... so anyway, i am gg to enjoy this weekend... den weekday chiong again.. ok 11.45 pm now ... good night

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:42 AM

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Our happy moment !!

today i was possessed by a demon when i got angry .. i was being fuck by my mum and dear .. den i was super angry and pissed .. talk to dear , den an auntie KNS go and knock me near my chest .. really a Fucking bitch man .. i was like "ouch" and stare back... den the stupid bitch stared at me back also .. KNN .. i was so angry i scold her "FUCK YOU" in public! if u knock onto ppl , apologised .. still stared at ppl like i was at fault ... like a fucking bitch ... nowadays , all aunties should be send back to primary school to learn civil moral... fucking think that her Chee BYE old and big can knock onto ppl like nobody business .. i alr registered her auntie face into my mind, one day i see her .. i make sure i fuck her back twice !

seriously when i am not angry, my evil in me is hidden ... but if i am angry, i can become a different person... resorting to violent is possible .. i almost wan to give that auntie a superman kick .. so angry ... you seriously don wanna see me angry because i wont even recognise my own mum and dad... that is somehow true... i always think i am only a thin line to evil side... but my evil side of me will go down in an hour .... normally ..

anyway , unhappy part is over ..

I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:50 AM

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

messy right !

finally my ds is done ... but this is only the beginning only... dont be too happy yet .. anyway ... dear dear recently too busy to keep in touch with me ... haha .. nvm , i wait for u till u are free to sms :) haha , anyway to updates my life .. my life been pretty tedious .. have to cope with alot of homework lor .. no choice ... but i will still take a short break ...

i just design my ds thing... onli use 10 min to design onli.. actually my initial design is not this ... my design was a chairs that can be changed to many pattern .. in the end, realise ... it is not logic for it to stand this way ... so i changed my design again and again.. den after that .. i got some inspiration... design le ...realised not my style ... i really dont like... cause it is very rectangular... so i redesign it again.. play with circles... realised my circles are over crowding ... too messy... so i dont like it ... redesign again and again.. my sketches is so messy that i donno if it is considered a sketches or crap... so i get mad with it ... because it is around 1 am that time... and my design is not there ... my style is not there .. get so fed up... ask ade can i die... she say yes .. i pray for u .. lol !!! haha ... so funny ! den i really really get sooooooooooooo PISSED !! i anyhow designed .... somehow.... i make the design i wanted.... easy and simple.. playing with round thing again ... i dont like square... nonono.... i dont have feel for square... or rectangular...

anyway , i missed you.. remember to drink water wor.. love you de da sha gua...! drive carefully with ur tank !

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:45 AM

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