so anyway , i am here to blog before i turn in to bed ... i am happy that both of us find a way to communicate with each other better. but as you know, i will control my fiery temper... and dont flare as easily as last time . i know my temper is not very good.. i think all dragon babies temper not so good ... lol .. ok i am not pushing the blame to zodic... just feel that onli... lol ...

ok , so you were touched when you read my blog.. although i didnt know what exactly let u feel so touched... probably because i keep mentioning about you in my blog ... but i hope you must know that if i give you the respect you want, you should give me the respect i need. Because during the phone conversation,you just shoot without considering my feelings... probably you patch because you still like me a little... and you say if we quarrel next time .. you will leave ... and you ask me to considered our rls with you...

why are you always giving me hopes again and again and smashes it without thinking if that thing is fragile or not... i dont know why you will say out this thing to me... but i am human.. please kindly take note of that... i alr try to hold my temper down .. i also dont wan to quarrel ... do u think i feel super satifised after quarrelling with you.. but after your phone conversation, it seem that you are able to live alone happily even if there is no me.... so is my presense important to you ??? or it is only a toy... it is ok to have or don have...

but you called me after that and told me you were too harsh in your words that you used...i am sad of course ... but i am trying not to pick a big fuss over this kind of thing anymore... i want you to understand that in this world... no one can live without who... dont assume that even if you spit at the thing you once loved... the thing will still be there ...

if you and i can change our habit .. that would be better... i just hope you can kick the habit of walking away when you are angry.. i feel very irritated ..

just like how u feel toward me .....