i miss you so ♥

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

recenty all my posts has been super negative.. sorry about that .. i am going through the process of emo-ing... i cant really focus because there is a question over my head ... i try to plug out the problem but it seem to be stucked there ... i am currently feeling so suck right now .... tml i be going to yishun to study .. guess i need to be surrounded by a group of strangers to give me the encouragement to carry on with my work... Strangers are really miracle... they seem to have noticed that you are sad but they wont ask question... they just walk past you and that it.. i like being a stranger to other person... maybe he / she is feeling sad , a invisible soul will be there to give her/him the support..

i have no mood to design , draw ... all i did was to stare at the comp 24 hours.. i keep asking mysef :" chris, buck up.. stop thinking " but it seem that my brain dont really listen to me ... so i know one thing for sure.. i cant stay at hm tml.. i know my mind will wander around..

maybe currently you are ensure of our relationship, but i can tell u from my perspective.. ur feeling for me has changed ... i know ... it is just that i dont say out .. i keep seeking your attention by quarrelling with you... wanted your hugs so much but seem that perhapes you and i have already grown up... we see different things.. develop different mindsets...

Right now , i am confused also ... by your confused... i am not putting words in your mouth..but seriously , be true to yourself.. be fair to me and you.. am i only your love or become your habit? you should give me fairness and equality... because right now, i realized love is empty...

last time. i used to believe love does exist even it is invisible.. am i wrong this time ?

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找 ?

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:00 AM

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