randomly for fun.. lol !!
---------------------------------------------------------------

haha , so today we went to the botecnic garden for free... we went there by bus .. lol... we saw alot of dogs .... all seem to be super thirsty . lol... anyway , let the pictures do the talking ... too tired to write anymore .. lol !

me with the big tree...

ok , so i just added a new function to my blogger.. which is the formspring... you can ask me anything .. lol ! just for the sake of fun..dont ask anything which is too "personal" ... lol.... you can see my answer by clicking the "formspring" ..lol

ok , so today i was a little irritated to hear that my whole plan was not going to be turn out as what as i expected. of course , i was quite irritated ... but after a while ... my soft hearted heart take control over me... ya.. i am a soft hearted person... hope my soft hearted heart will have it repay..

so anyway , dear have a thing on his neck.. dunno what was that .. but i know it is getting smaller... dont worry too much dear .. when i help you massage .. i can feel it ... after the night time, your lump is smaller... i guess is because you haven really rest well... dont worry... those that hurts, is nothing.... you see those cancer paitents.... why always at last stage den they realize got cancer??? because the thing spread secretly one... no pain normally la... so dont worry too much ok...you not going to die....

you going to live like a cockroach... alright ...
remember to always drink more water... have enough sleep... like now u should sleep alr.. but still play games .. how to recover.. you wan me to knock your head is it huh!

...
i give you a SUPERMAN punch...

so anyway , i am here to blog before i turn in to bed ... i am happy that both of us find a way to communicate with each other better. but as you know, i will control my fiery temper... and dont flare as easily as last time . i know my temper is not very good.. i think all dragon babies temper not so good ... lol .. ok i am not pushing the blame to zodic... just feel that onli... lol ...

ok , so you were touched when you read my blog.. although i didnt know what exactly let u feel so touched... probably because i keep mentioning about you in my blog ... but i hope you must know that if i give you the respect you want, you should give me the respect i need. Because during the phone conversation,you just shoot without considering my feelings... probably you patch because you still like me a little... and you say if we quarrel next time .. you will leave ... and you ask me to considered our rls with you...

why are you always giving me hopes again and again and smashes it without thinking if that thing is fragile or not... i dont know why you will say out this thing to me... but i am human.. please kindly take note of that... i alr try to hold my temper down .. i also dont wan to quarrel ... do u think i feel super satifised after quarrelling with you.. but after your phone conversation, it seem that you are able to live alone happily even if there is no me.... so is my presense important to you ??? or it is only a toy... it is ok to have or don have...

but you called me after that and told me you were too harsh in your words that you used...i am sad of course ... but i am trying not to pick a big fuss over this kind of thing anymore... i want you to understand that in this world... no one can live without who... dont assume that even if you spit at the thing you once loved... the thing will still be there ...

if you and i can change our habit .. that would be better... i just hope you can kick the habit of walking away when you are angry.. i feel very irritated ..

just like how u feel toward me .....

stop the pain ,

today was a good weather... not so hot and humid like last time... the heat is still bearable... today i plug in my ipod and listen to a song repetitive..it is a english song.... that song accompany me from 12 pm to 6 pm.. until it become low batt...nice... wasting battery..

recenty all my posts has been super negative.. sorry about that .. i am going through the process of emo-ing... i cant really focus because there is a question over my head ... i try to plug out the problem but it seem to be stucked there ... i am currently feeling so suck right now .... tml i be going to yishun to study .. guess i need to be surrounded by a group of strangers to give me the encouragement to carry on with my work... Strangers are really miracle... they seem to have noticed that you are sad but they wont ask question... they just walk past you and that it.. i like being a stranger to other person... maybe he / she is feeling sad , a invisible soul will be there to give her/him the support..

right now , i am simply pretty calm in most of the things. I might be a little bit jumpy, but inside me i knew the answer. The answer was simple yet complicated . No matter what, i will be facing the world in a positive attitude... I dont really care what the world will changed to... but i cared what i have now ...

Welcome to my new singlehood life :/

I am waiting for your answer.
No mood for anything now..
Haiz..

yea .. i am so happy that i got my first 3d max blue chair done and uploaded ... !! lol


but our teacher still want us to do another sofa... diao.. now is 2 seat sofa... got to get cracking now ... LOL

TaTa ~~ !! ^^

i met so many people today without purposly meet up. It was so weird... today i plan to like go yishun around one pm to study and do my stuff quiety at japan courthouse.. because there got my fav sushi, fav place, fav env, and fav music... i seem to be very focused whenever i am there ... at home so hot , i dont like to study .. plus got TV... it make me feel very slack like hell ... LOL !!

i am having a happy small life .. my health is back.. i am not coughing anymore and my lips has fully recover ... Yeah.. i been waiting long for this day.. haha ..

today i am very happy becaus i plan to go for a short trip with my dear dear on 26 June .. if he can manage to apply for leave and pei me to the malaysia for one day... mum keep asking .. got overnight stay a not... = = so what if overnight stay... = = but dunno have la .. go see fireflies , obstrict farm...

today after school, we went home as usual in a group.. Den out of sudden, when i was crossing the overhead bridge , adeline suddenly asked me to see a girl who is crying so pitifully.... the scenario was like this :there is a white hair guy .. which i think is the girl's boyfriend.. the boyfriend flagged down a taxi for her and ask her to go in ... but suddenly she step back and starts to use her hands to cover her mouth and cry.. den out of a sudden, she scream..and cry... den i was like oh my.... what happen??? =.=

keke monday is always blue for me .. because we always study at 6.30 pm... is like.... very sian for me .. but anyway, today dear just told me he cook for me in seoul gargen because i told him no one cook for me today... yeahhh. ..

you and i we share a part to build up this relationship together . Sometimes i dont find it really fair when u said u are in NS and i have the whole world outside... yes , i am outside but i am not playing around... i am always going to school and go back home after studying ....

i know you are pretty busy so i dont mind u sms me short..
i can bear with loneliness that i have to face because i knew u are in NS .
That is a part i have to share... loneliness...

If you think it is easy to do, try it.

Flaring temper and run away fast is always part of your habit when u are angry with me. How much chances or times can we afford to be like this every weekends? i cant imagine.... Because if u are feeling shortness for breath, the other partner will not be feeling lesser than you. All of us have a limits to everything, just a matter of time when do we say stop....

It is easy to fall in love but difficult to make it last if we continue to be like this. i can see u are almost to the verge of finishing point when you are giving up soon.... my feeling will not be lesser than you. just that sometimes i just keep it down... i dont wanna voice out because everything i say seem to be a target for quarrelling ... i felt meaingless in that way...

anyway... good luck to ur trip in tekong. hope we still last until tt time.

i wan to complain ...

today morning , i got a fever... den i eat panadol.... sobsob... after that, i go and see a chinese doctor... since western doctor doesnt work on me... i see a chinese one lor... den ask for one day MC because today didnt go to school :(

today i dont feel very well... throat starting to get infected...

i research until my brain is sleepy alr