Thursday, April 15, 2010
today is my worst night mare ..
recently i am not able to turn in well...
even if i slp .. i wake up in the middle of the night
I am not sure why
i keep having horrible dreams... which tired me out ..
My dream is like a battle with my soul... i always feel my soul is fighting with my dream
REcently dream of a woman and a monk... which like chasing after me like hell... scare me out of my wits ... cant sleep.. it been two days .. den after that i still got to work... feel really damn tired alr ... like dragging my body to work... :(
after that , ok... i bang into my dad car because my head wasnt lowered down... is like .... Oh my... it hurt like hell... i feel so much like cursing my dad car to hell... why is the car so short... :(
So angry at the car...
Now at night le, still got some headaches... dono will it affect me anot...
scared blood clot... but think wont...
:(
After that , oh my .. i caught a flu bug ... because recently the weather is sosoooooo bad... i keep sniffing .... oh my.... lack of viatmin C inside mee.. feel so stranded .... in here...
I want to be out of this countries ... buay tahan
Den also friend love problem which needed guiding and probably a listening ears.. dont worry i have two bunny ears .. lol... Jus have to say, all depend on you now. Follow your heart . Let nature take its own course. :) Good luck to you and your choices you have made :)
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:09 AM