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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
ya , i do agree that rude people should be handled in an mercilessly way...
But all those violence happened only in Drama
Of course i hope that it doesn't happen to u doing the same thing.
He deserved to be F*** by all of you.
But he dont deserved to be knocked out by your fist.
It dirtied your purest soul.

First, Calm your mind down
Dont let your mind take control of your fist
Win yourself before you lose the ground
I know you are Super Upset with the way he act
But firstly , he doesn't deserved your attention...
Give him a earful with a back of your NS mates supporting behind u ..
And alienated him
Let him know he is super irritating with not a single friend behind him

"He is Too much.."
i Know.
"He is an asshole"
I know.

What he is doing is immature. He should be send back to primary school where he learn Civil and moral.

Beside violence,
there will be alternative methods to win the situation.
You have nothing to lose.
you have supporters, he have none.

You need to Win Yourself.

love you always,
Lou por


I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:09 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010
i got stomach wind... keep poo poo....
:(
anyway, bought a new ds from Shann ..
lol... the brain academy v funny..
i got a brain like 54 years old..
mean i left it idle for too long..
lol...

must train it daily ah.. so wont go rusty
lol !

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:42 AM

Monday, April 26, 2010
This is the first day in school. and it seems like everything change alot... alot of things changed and everything became very different suddenly. Some people changed and choose to remain silent and focus on their work, some people choose to go against the rebellious side to ease their pain... some remain unchanged, still the bubbly them..

No matter what, this is not important. What matters is, we lived once . and we handle our own destiny. Actually today i didnt have much to post ... because probably i still cant adapt to new semester. Probably i got to get back my soul... to study... there are alot of problems in our life, why are we letting it manipulating own life?

And my relationship problem also, i am not sure why i hang on. Probably, i have to admit one thing , 没那麽简单 ...if you love that person, somehow in relationship.. there were be quarreling...

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
[04:48.21]
没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人著迷

什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

adeline sing this song above today.. somehow i jus feel like crying after hearing what she sing.. looking at the lyrics and somehow it reflects our stage of relationship... those above which i highlighted are those that make my heart moves...............

esp this sentence: 相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:04 AM

Friday, April 23, 2010
today my timetable is finally out ... ok.. so like 4 of our classmates left us .. which is su,bowei,melody and yvonne.. i dont understand why yvonne left .. she all passed wad .. haizz.. so sad ... got alot of "China" friends come.......... ok la... some i know who is the china friend... so should be alright... but got one very noisy ... i think is chan ke fan.... i think i know him .. because he is in Julia class also... noisy la him.....always talk cock alot.. =.-

anyway, good news is most of us stay.... the rest i didnt mention stay in our group... i hope year 2 really develop us... as in dont put us in alot of groupwork.... individual .. tt where all of us really learn ... tt is wad i feel ...

anyway ..dear .. just to tell u ..
monday .. i study from 8.30 am to 9.30 pm..... can u believe it ????
Tuesday .. i study from 8.30 am to 5.30 pm
wednesday .. no classes... ( if u wan to take leave, u can consider wednesday..if not, nvm)
Thursday .. i study from 8.30 am to 3.30 pm
Friday .. i study from 8.30 am to 12.30 am

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:46 PM

today when the time with dear has finally come... i am sick...
i have a fever ...
saw a doc and doc dignosed i kanna virus attack

eat medicine.. i dont understand why cant eat kaya bread when sick ....
dont wan to type le... sleepy and sweating ALOT ...

I miss your beautiful smile ... 3:28 AM

Thursday, April 22, 2010
I am gg to become the baby above:

i am pretty bored nowadays...
Nothing to do with dear ... haizz... Like very boring ... and still...

Want to find a location ... but somehow... Time is always the main factor that stuck in between us...

very siannnnnn...

Can we find back the times we used to be ? Haiz... Singapore is ................... really ..................... BORING ................

Go anywhere... also cannot ...
haiz...i dont care le la...

No one BOTHERS how i FEEL ...


I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:09 AM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Me in Avatar????

Okkkkkkkayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:
feel like swearing all the way to jurong ... why singapore so boring one? sian lor, my this holiday is like everyday work work work... i feel sooo fed up alr... i dont feel like working le lor... feel like slacking for the nx 5 days... everyday almost work.. u can see... my body is there .. my soul is not... haizzz =.=

Anyway, singapore nothing to do... plus dear also like... argggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... In relationship is like keepping a salmon.... u need to keep it FRESH.. if left overnight, worms will come and eat ... den left rotten.. right boh...

haizzzz.. ok anyway, i bought a DS nitendo from shann .... it is white! YEAH... finally i got myself a game gadget.... if not imagine my life... alr without PSP/xbox/ps3/Ds nitento .. plus computer still cant download games.... bf in Ns .... So Boring life right.... my whole computer is all about ... .3D max, Autocad,photoshop.... and more of this work stuffs... no game...

Plus i recently delete L4D .. cause my C drive crashing ... bo pian... i delete lor ...haha.... finally yeah... stupid dear.. bleahx... i got a DS ... HAHAHA

i can play games i like le .... ^^ thinking of mario... alr ... gg to search for games for DS le ...

hahahha

So happy!!!!!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:24 AM

Monday, April 19, 2010
one day trip with hua:

Haha so today i woke up at 7 am .... den i keep playing handphone game until 7.30 am... lol.. den i go change my clothing and settle my shoes .... den take a bus and go out and take bus ... go hua house to meet her and exercise with her ")

hahah..... anyway very funny lor... u know i very crap sia... so we keep talking to each other in the garden for like 0ne hour and plus we keep walking the running track... i think we walk around 4 rounds ... den very tired... den we run one round... LOL ... den end up talking and talking... old friends conversation hard to die... den after that, hua ask me ... later my mum ask we run how many rounds den we say "2 rounds" ... den i tell her... Noooooo.. we run 3 rounds ..... because i run 1.5 round... she run 1.5 round.... add up 3 round... den she say funny la.. play with words.. lol !!!

Den i go home bath :) ok.. den after that i meet her and her malay friend... lol... i tot like will only be like 1- 2 hours... in the end, we end up teaching her around 4 -5 hrs teaching her how to upload pictures in Facebook... LOL !!! oh my god, den in my mind... i was thinking, "hua, u die alr le... next time she is going to trouble you like hell" .... den after like 5.00pm... the malay friend say she need to go off .. fetching her children.... alamak... before she go off , she still tell hua to help her upload next time... LOL

I was LIKE ...... =.= ... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hua really have a good heart.... if for me... i think i be like cursing myself to death... lol !!!

Den after that we go shopping a while.... hua go shop at jean accessories ... she tell me she can shop in there for like one hour... i say really boh... she say "ya" ... hahah ... den funny sia.... dear reply say he in bugis... i ask him do what ... he say play girls, where you? i replied "play boys" hnggg.. dont care... den i act angry and call him .. and ask him .... " what you doing now ? where are you ?? .... i saw you hugging a girl at bugis... " he said " what ?" i said:" ya... me and hua was walkin in bugis den i saw you hugging a girl.." den he said :" i haven reach Bugis yet" dennnnnnn ......... Diao.... kanna exposed.... "hahhahahahha"

I was cracking a joke...

Jus 4 a laugh.... Hmm... April Fool ... ok it is over

Den after that , we hungry .. go bakazerie.... oh mine... the cake was ............................................................................................... melting my heart ........................................................ buay tahan......

Haha... den when we abt to go home .... haha hua saw a POSB card.... den give me... i go police and make a report .. hope it will give back to the ownership :)

den head home.... and makan.... :)



Hua, Faster have BB .... Awaiting for a new born BB ... Love YA ! A cheers to our sisterhood ^^..
have a blissful marriage... hope complain of him get lesser.. u two get more "en ai" together with your Hubby...

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:32 AM

Sunday, April 18, 2010
Today me and my whole family went and watch tis taiwan hottest movie.. which is called the monga. The show is around 2 hours plus but it was a little bit draggy . And The feeling to describe this movie after watching this is speechless. Unfortunately, my family was like yawning away because they dont have the feel for this movie .. it is all about brotherhood stuff... which seems like very fake to them... Now reality is about to eat and survive... this kind of brotherhood stuff should be like alien to them...

But anyway, i agree to certain extent that the show was draggy and a bit dull in some part .... but everything still fit in the picture... the director was good in sound effects and the background music... and i was amazed by the eay he film... really like it....

Taiwan gangsters was like ... okkkkkayyyyyy..

Singapore gangster is like ..... kayyyyyyyy

i especially like one of their english sound track :

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight

The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone

But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all

Song here :

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:43 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2010
today is my worst night mare ..

recently i am not able to turn in well...
even if i slp .. i wake up in the middle of the night
I am not sure why
i keep having horrible dreams... which tired me out ..
My dream is like a battle with my soul... i always feel my soul is fighting with my dream

REcently dream of a woman and a monk... which like chasing after me like hell... scare me out of my wits ... cant sleep.. it been two days .. den after that i still got to work... feel really damn tired alr ... like dragging my body to work... :(

after that , ok... i bang into my dad car because my head wasnt lowered down... is like .... Oh my... it hurt like hell... i feel so much like cursing my dad car to hell... why is the car so short... :(

So angry at the car...
Now at night le, still got some headaches... dono will it affect me anot...
scared blood clot... but think wont...

:(

After that , oh my .. i caught a flu bug ... because recently the weather is sosoooooo bad... i keep sniffing .... oh my.... lack of viatmin C inside mee.. feel so stranded .... in here...

I want to be out of this countries ... buay tahan

Den also friend love problem which needed guiding and probably a listening ears.. dont worry i have two bunny ears .. lol... Jus have to say, all depend on you now. Follow your heart . Let nature take its own course. :) Good luck to you and your choices you have made :)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:09 AM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Still think that one is enough. :)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:03 PM

Sunday, April 4, 2010
Recently as all of readers know,
i am still having a very very long holiday.
currently i am working with my parent because one month work is very hard to find nowadays .
they rather find those who is willing to work at least 3 month...
One month nah....

LOL

Anyway, jus wanna updates what i am doing
before all of you think i disappear in this world

Currently,
i am working and doing my own personal stuffs.
Monday, i will of course be working to earn some money.
Tue, i will off work because i got my own thing to do.. i got aerobics of course .
Wed, i will continue working ...
Thurs, Working
Fri... maybe working ..

My working is not very tedious.. because i work ard 1 - 2 pm one .. lol... so i am consider quite free and easy job.. lol

Anyway, just feel that alot of people are changing.
Worst or good?
Up to ppl to judge. :)

Been cutting my own bang because they are long... and i dont trust hairdresser that they will do a good job.. lol... cause if i paid them to cut, i think they cut really really very short... i dont wanna look like a mushroom head.. of course...

i rather DIE ; than looking like a mushroom head lor ...

LOL

Anyway, been watching a blog and find out that there is a 19 yr old girl been exposed of revealing too much intimate pic of her and her bf.. my views is not important. But i guess they know what is private and public in this internet. Everything you post online has to be well taken care of, pic will circulated.. or maybe she is too young to know what is risk... 19 yrs old , still abit immature.. but i guess this is a growing stage that she has to face.


I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:49 AM

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