Sunday, January 3, 2010
Thank you everyone for showing your concern when i am down. Don worry, the Happy chirpy Chris is still alive, not dead yet. Recently , there are a series of incidents which upset me, but now i think most of the things are solved. Feel very happy that he has put himself in my shoes so that he can understand my situation more. Which i feel quite happy about it.
I try to talk nicely to mum that he will changed rather than last time. Although she was still skeptical, now is really up to him to make the changes. Because the wound is already quite deep, it might takes some time. Also wad you promise me on the bus, i hope you will do it... really scare that as the day passed,u will be back to the square....Because i also need some time to see ur changes . it might be like months or even years , but definitely not days or weeks...
Also , i am very happy to know how important i am in ur heart also... unlike last time, u wont even bother me at all... scolding me everyday.... when i recall, i just somehow feel the cut is still fresh inside me .. so i hope i can see your changes and the promise you made for me.
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I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:58 AM