Saturday, January 2, 2010
Yesterday was a confusion for me. I didnt know wad should be done, and all i did was to follow my heart. After these two days of real battle, i accept to give him the last chance to show me that he can be a understanding man and a gentleman who treat his girlfriend nicely.
so please cherish your chance. i really do not wished history to repeat itself again. If i feels the hurt again , i will throw the monkey away.
Because u make me understand that love and attitude will changed gradually when the days are passing. Especially in long term R/s , guy will take u for granted. So do not think that guy that sweet to u in the beginning will last in a few years. This is basically what i feel, sorry if i say to hurt u.
let see in a few months or yrs .... my heart is really saddened whenever i think of the past... cant help crying in my heart. Hope this chance i given u will prove me wrong. what i told u on the phone ytd was a fact. The chance is also a fact. But the result is a mystery.
Hope i m not disappointed.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:12 AM