i miss you so ♥

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Today i am still awake is because i take a afternoon nap and now... i cant sleep .... because come tt one is very tiring esp when you lose alot alot of red stuff...

i am studying now...

one word to represent my feeling, : Hope gods see us through...

Bye !

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:35 AM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Recently i like 2 sentences which adeline write :

男人说谎，是为了让自己好过。而，女人说谎，是为了让对方好过.....

爱情有时就好比一双喜欢却不适合的高跟鞋。穿了脚痛;扔了心痛。

Those two sentences are really best in expressing gal thoughts :)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:50 AM

Friday, January 15, 2010

hi everyone, it is chris ..

Well recently , i have been isolating my blog for soooo long until i think pwople might wonder if i am going to throw my blog away.

No, i am not... just that i am quite buzy in BCA until my mind always get sooooo tired everyday...

Haiz... life is getting really stressful... until i got headaches sometimes... tues autocad, 25 got IC test.... haiz.... monday got grading .... for ds... alot od stuffs still not done yet .... i am very depressed ... :( design is my favourite , but it seems to restrict my imagination when i am in school... this time is designing a exhibition hall... it is not going to be easy... i am planning to exhibit international robort.... haha ... seems like a big project.. but donno where should i start... maybe on the size of robot first bah ....

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:26 AM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Nothing to post .... But Too many Hw :( and Model.. i feel very sian....

I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:25 AM

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

=.= Not sure ...

But waiting for the glue to dry =.= and see the result... Hmmmm

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:42 AM

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Thank you everyone for showing your concern when i am down. Don worry, the Happy chirpy Chris is still alive, not dead yet. Recently , there are a series of incidents which upset me, but now i think most of the things are solved. Feel very happy that he has put himself in my shoes so that he can understand my situation more. Which i feel quite happy about it.

I try to talk nicely to mum that he will changed rather than last time. Although she was still skeptical, now is really up to him to make the changes. Because the wound is already quite deep, it might takes some time. Also wad you promise me on the bus, i hope you will do it... really scare that as the day passed,u will be back to the square....Because i also need some time to see ur changes . it might be like months or even years , but definitely not days or weeks...

Also , i am very happy to know how important i am in ur heart also... unlike last time, u wont even bother me at all... scolding me everyday.... when i recall, i just somehow feel the cut is still fresh inside me .. so i hope i can see your changes and the promise you made for me.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:58 AM

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Yesterday was a confusion for me. I didnt know wad should be done, and all i did was to follow my heart. After these two days of real battle, i accept to give him the last chance to show me that he can be a understanding man and a gentleman who treat his girlfriend nicely.

so please cherish your chance. i really do not wished history to repeat itself again. If i feels the hurt again , i will throw the monkey away.

Because u make me understand that love and attitude will changed gradually when the days are passing. Especially in long term R/s , guy will take u for granted. So do not think that guy that sweet to u in the beginning will last in a few years. This is basically what i feel, sorry if i say to hurt u.

let see in a few months or yrs .... my heart is really saddened whenever i think of the past... cant help crying in my heart. Hope this chance i given u will prove me wrong. what i told u on the phone ytd was a fact. The chance is also a fact. But the result is a mystery.

Hope i m not disappointed.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:12 AM

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I'm a donkey from spain who loves to eat strawberries. ok, so im not a donkey, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love strawberries. they're very nice. but honestly, i'd rather be an animal that flies. Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥

craves :
a short holiday to Bali
clothings :]
hair treatment :]
pimples vanished:]
health improve :D
be happy with dear ;)
Loves :
my Bf(: Super junior
pan-kun & james ^^

Hates :
who blurge in front of you . ppl who abuse authority.
dont have alot of hates .. my life will be shorter

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Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

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