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Monday, December 21, 2009

i hate my Little Fucking Life.

I Had the Most Fucking dinner in my mouth.

Today is a Really bad day for me. Ok first, my mum in the morning quarrel with me . den at night she come home, she throw away my Fucking "Plastic Bag" ! and started scolding me and said sarcastic words at mi... i was like .... very very pissed... actually my good was good after watching the AVATAR..... den At night... oh god... really !!!!!

Mum said i hold up her work because i didnt go down n help. =.= and her attitude was super bad. say i am the wolves.... a boy crying "the wolves are coming" ... i don know la... i am just not in the right mood... and before my mum quarrel with me at night, my bf quarrel with me in sms.....

3 fucking things are lined up in a ROW !

morning,

MUM

Evening,

Boyfriend

Night,

MUM

I really feel that i m not going to enjoy my holidays ! Because i am v v v v v v v v v pissed by all these situations ! =.=

So friends,

if i didnt sound too happy on phone/sms, please ignore me.

Cause recently my life is very Fucked up and Haiz... i donno la...

Just wasnt the Happy me anymore.

Will i be able to find my real self ? will i ever get happy again after all these shit i am facing? Recently, i feel so stress and tense after all those unhappiness thing with my boyfriend. but everything was ok for a while, but i didnt really like ppl to suspect me like i am doing something wrong when i didnt.

And interrogate me like a suspect, i am just ..........

SAD /. .\

Because i guess my room feng sui not good???

Haizzzzzzzz....... God from above, if you heard me, give me the strength to endure and carry on with my life.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:37 AM

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