I know how much u sacrifice for me in order to prevent our relationship from turning sour. As to what and how it happens, i will not be posting on my blogger.Thank you for everything you did for me, i know being with me is always like a challenge to you. You are my first and sweetest memories that i ever hold. Nobody has give me such a wonderful day in my last few years until you step in and brighten up my life. I know u always had to choose between me and the one you like to do, and i always know you will try and push away your dream for me. I feel pressure somehow, i dont wanna you to sacrifice for me in order to exchange for my wishes and forsake your dream. i know how stressed you are right now, being in NS , wanted to do your stuffs and me. you have to be dilemma for these 3 things. Dear , we are still young, i sincerely hope from my bottom of my heart that you will go as far in your dreams and i always be there for you in whatever decision you are going to make.
I Love you always . Thanks for the memories.
i will not remove any post or pictures or my email account at all. This is a memories of you and me. If you like mixed martial arts or muai thai, go ahead.
I love you. Hope you will fulfill your dreams soon.
Plus I need to thanks all folks to wish me a very happy birthday!
i need to thank dear for accompany me to walk with me all this year. Thank for the ginger bread. :)
and i need to thank Val for buying me a perfume which i really really loved ! she know my taste man..lol
and i need to thank Su, to be the third person to wish me on my birthday . And also Asanka to bless me and wish me a happy birthday.
And Mum and Dad and Sis , to wish me 21 birthday with 21 ass beating to represent 21 years old..lol
And On the Facebook,
I need to thank my sec friend, Lee yong an winson.. haha thank.. although we actually dont talk much. but thank for the wishes.
Follow by Adeline, Lirong ,Alice, Thawdar,Yvonne,Simon,Timothy LIm(i dont know him, but i know he super old to become my grandpa) Siti , Andy Chua and my Sis !!!!!
THANK ALL! Wish u all have a nice merry christmas and a happy new year !
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:47 AM
Alright .. i am 21 this year ... Today is my Birthday , just posting wad has been done today..
Basically, nothing much seriously...
ytd dear dear know i be working today at my dad shop...
so he buy me a gingerbread to cheer me up ..
he ask me to do 4 steps before i can eat this gingerbread head,
1) yawn when i wake up
2)Rub my eyes
3) eat the gingerbread head
4)sms to dear when i munching it head
LOL .. and i really did the 4 steps
But i add in one more Step... eat without brushing ...
LOL.. i know my face look a bit fucked up in the morning ..
See i munch away the gingerbread head .. lol
i look really sleepy right, because i slept at 2 am for watching the CHAW online ...
Good show, featuring a man eating wild boar.. lol
Den after that, for dinner, mum and dad treat me for dinner... sis was there too !
The first Dish.. is fish .. i know my phone camera is nt gd .. lol
second dish .. vege ... lol ...
This taste abit like kopi pork ribs..
my phone shaky ... damn... actually is not only 3 prawns .. is i keep eating 1st, 2nd , 3rd dishes until i forgotten about the 4th dish... sobb....
The dinner was nice and economical... total only $48... cheap right n plus full full stomach.. lol
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:26 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Hi everyone, Merry Christmas.. So How do you spend your Christmas eve ?mine was simple, i go to my bf house and i teach him how to ride a bicycle . after that i accompanied till around 6.30pm before i go off. My dad fetch me ard 7 pm and travel to my third uncle house for a gathering.
Ok, when we reach, they were singing jesus song, alamak, i dont know how to sing a song at all. so i just stare blankly at the song sheet and look blank. When the guy was talking abt some jesus stuff, i was practically looking around for food. I was hungry :( Didnt really focus on that guy who talk alot.. lol... because i not v religious type. :)
After that finally dinner arrived ..
OMG....
the Mee was sosososososososos dry like hell.
the nugget was cold
the chicken nugget was not nice
and the fishball was not bouncy
practically ... =.= disappointed .
But anyway , i took some pictures before i go to third uncle house :)
my outfit... look dull... but neverthless... less is more.. LOL
Looking Cool ><>
Me with spec again.. Cheers !
hahaha... tongue out !!! :)
Finally , a Hunk man to spice up the christmas atmostphere . lol
hahah Thumb up for my hunkie !!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:05 AM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Exclusive for Avatar !
Everybody i really wan to say that Avatar is the best Flim ever. Regardless, of bodyguard and assassinate and the sword warrior which the director claimed that they took years to complete the filming, their works cant be compared to AVATAR . Seriously, When i watched the movie, i feel myself getting sucked inside the flim and the fact that it is only 2D . What happens if i watched 3D? really feel the urge to catch it in 3D .... because i don know how to say, but it is a feeling that is out of the world.
I really want to catch 3D with dear ... ^^
Anyway, i love Avatar Theme Song <>
The song is beautiful,
The story is beautiful
The character is beautiful
The movie is beautiful
The love is beautiful
And Nevertheless,
The crying for the loss is beautiful. You can feel the pain.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:19 AM
Monday, December 21, 2009
i hate my Little Fucking Life.
I Had the Most Fucking dinner in my mouth.
Today is a Really bad day for me. Ok first, my mum in the morning quarrel with me . den at night she come home, she throw away my Fucking "Plastic Bag" ! and started scolding me and said sarcastic words at mi... i was like .... very very pissed... actually my good was good after watching the AVATAR..... den At night... oh god... really !!!!!
Mum said i hold up her work because i didnt go down n help. =.= and her attitude was super bad. say i am the wolves.... a boy crying "the wolves are coming" ... i don know la... i am just not in the right mood... and before my mum quarrel with me at night, my bf quarrel with me in sms.....
3 fucking things are lined up in a ROW !
morning,
MUM
Evening,
Boyfriend
Night,
MUM
I really feel that i m not going to enjoy my holidays ! Because i am v v v v v v v v v pissed by all these situations ! =.=
So friends,
if i didnt sound too happy on phone/sms, please ignore me.
Cause recently my life is very Fucked up and Haiz... i donno la...
Just wasnt the Happy me anymore.
Will i be able to find my real self ? will i ever get happy again after all these shit i am facing? Recently, i feel so stress and tense after all those unhappiness thing with my boyfriend. but everything was ok for a while, but i didnt really like ppl to suspect me like i am doing something wrong when i didnt.
And interrogate me like a suspect, i am just ..........
SAD /. .\
Because i guess my room feng sui not good???
Haizzzzzzzz....... God from above, if you heard me, give me the strength to endure and carry on with my life.
It been weeks since i post. Haha, yesterday my sis grad with a master degrees . So happy for her. i was late for her grad but i managed to take pictures of taking the grad cert on stage. ^^ So happy. Anyway, maybe my sis will post her pic online at FB.. not very sure. LOL
Anyway , A wish i post for the New year Day.
if anyone spot this BAll , Ok , Tell me alright. Cause This is done by me :)
and before i go to The Hotel, I was taking a train, so i cam myself. :)
LOL!! i look like those "ice-cool" person... but actually i am not
My Baby Recent Pic.. happy ah..
I miss your beautiful smile ... 2:45 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Hi everyone, An announcement to be mean by Me! Nx sun is my dear birthday, haha finally the day is going to come. And we will have one thing in common within this 2 weeks after his birthday. Guess What.. He will be 20 , same age as me. Haha, but it wont last because my birthday is on 27 Dec... and i will turn 21. Haha..
Reaching the Number 2 already. 9 More years before my "market value" will drop from one million to one thousand. When i reach Number 4, my value will drop until one hundred. When i reach number 5, my value will drop till ten dollars. When i reach number 6, my value will turn to cents. When i reach number 7, i think i will recieve hell notes.. LOL Jus joking. Anyway , i love my dear dear very deep deep cause he will always the first to make funny faces when i sulk or whatsoever. LOL . Didnt realise our 3 years is finally arrived at 14 Dec. 3 years ! :) cant say very long or very short . Anyway, i wont think too much in this relationship.. Eg, whether u cheat on me or whatsoever. I always believed a saying : Yesterday is the past Tomorrow is the mystery Today is the gift. Therefore, i believed what i have in the present and wont think too much. That is my character. LOL ... I love you with all my might and i hope your character will not change in future. LOL Except .. u have to change a little bit. Which is to Smile :) Haha... going to be late. i tml got sch. Cya ! on next sun !
* CREDITS TO PETER CHOW - CHOW OUTSIDE, MUDAFUCKA!*
Everybody, i need inspiration God. I got the ideas but dont have the wow factor which irritates me. LOL !
Anyway, Sis is with her friend hse nowadays. HaHa.. Den beside, i Got a unlucky thing to said, My bloody phone spoil and i cant find my Warrenty card. F la.... Damn ! Now using my mum phone and use.
I donno how sia. ......
SHIT ! ...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:33 AM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Wad Coming up in This December ? Baby ..
YOUR BIRTHDAY ~! of Course @ 13 December ! Really looking forward to it ! Already know wad i am going to get for my Baby ~! HeeHee ! Dont tell u all first... HeeHee !~~
Beside your Birthday ?
OhhHh... GALS MUST KNOW THIS ! END OF SALE SEASON IS COMING >>>> MEaning AT least 30% to 70 % OFF ... ~! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD ! HOW TO SURVIVE WITH $400 ???? >< Not Enough ~ !!!
And Then, CHRISTMAS ! Haha .. anyway , this 21st to 27th December is my school break. Going to Help my parent abit... :) They are too Busy. CHRISTMAS ON 25th DEC ~ ! O MY >> CHRISTMAS SALE AGAIN ! Muacks To all sales !!! And of course , my baby also !!! Muacks !!!!
And Then
And Then ~~ My Beloved BIRTHDAY ! 21st Alr... Haha... Time Flies .... So fast gg to be 21 ! Hope i can be with dear u know ! Really Hope ! Praying HARD ~~~!!!!!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:52 AM
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I'm a donkey from spain who loves to eat strawberries.
ok, so im not a donkey, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love strawberries.
they're very nice. but honestly, i'd rather be an animal that flies.
Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.
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craves :
a short holiday to Bali
clothings :]
hair treatment :]
pimples vanished:]
health improve :D
be happy with dear ;)
Loves :
my Bf(:
Super junior
pan-kun & james ^^
Hates :
who blurge in front of you .
ppl who abuse authority.
dont have alot of hates .. my life will be shorter
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Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer .
Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...