Haiz , don know why today cant sleep .. try to close my eyes but also cant sleep .... now so "early" already still feel energetic... think i got too much energy in my body haven been released... Now i dunno what to do... super boring ... tomorrow go to my dad shop and work lor... tired and sian... my dad shop not enough oxygen for us to take in lor... windows like too small.... den work at my dad shop super super hot... feel like scolding the 4 letter word...

Finally today is the day of HOLIDAY !~~ Yea... heehee.. now all my time is committed to dear dear le... so happy you know... miss him so much after we met only twice a week... or sometimes if he got guard duty ... will be once a week... no choice wor.. cause he in NS .. must accept the fact that he is in NS le...

Haha..Anyway... i gt 2 weeks of holiday.. super shiok... wan to go shopping but money is like flowing like water... i wanna work lei.... no money , no shopping ... :( sibei sian lor... /. .\

but anyway, today my mum birthday... go and eat at soup restaurant... i like the soup... very nice.. the food okok la.. lol...

^^ ok.. gtg ... nothing to blog ... lol

today my stupid daddy go and make my sister angry because he laugh at my sister at being fat.. now my sister super angry and go to sleep.... my dad wont said sorry to anyone..so he will treat nothing as happened..

Today is history test.. wa lau eh... super stress sia... got 4 days to learn den the tips the teacher gives i think is very little lor... so i restudy lor... sian... but anyway.. i see results ... ^^ guess my history will scored okay ! ^^

yea yea yea

i still left one more paper... COOL yea... i so happy about it.. my sufferings is going to be over le... yea.... until this friday.. i am going to end my suffering... now left Communication skills ... now i am super relazing sia... lol.... watching telvision and playing my cafe world at facebook... cant seem to find any other games to play... sian.. lol....

but i gg shopping after friday.. finally a time to go relax and full time shopping !!!! YEA!!!!

To my Beloved LaoGong,

After all these years together, Memories are tied strongly together in our heart. Our 2 years and 10 months doesnt go as smoothly as we think, but what is the thing that cling us together? Of course, is love and Responsibility. I understand that my mum has always been a barrier to our relationship and you dont really like it. It is true that it has been quite unfair to you. Probably, this is a test by heaven. I am always very troubled by my mum and you. But anyway, never mind, it is okay. i will carried on with my life with a smile.

The things we did together, i know we wont forget.
The first time we Met.
The first time we Cuddle
The first time we smooch
The First time we Laugh
The first time we Celebrate our First Anniversery
The first time we travel overseas
The first time we walk under a love bridge in taiwan...

All these small little thing seem to appear insignicant now rather than last time. Of course, first time is always the sweetest. Haha... Sometimes, i have a urge to erase all our memories and start all over again. I wan to fill my memories with beautiful moments rather than unhappiness side of our relationship now.

I tell myself to give myself and you a chance to start from where we known each other... Let forget our unhappiness and start all over again. Like my aim is always the same, "Both of us to smile" i feel like cuddling you in a cold place... where i can feel your heartbeat racing and your warmth surrounded me ... The days we meet is getting lesser and i wish the both of us to smile during the little amount of chance gods has given us .

The days where we used to be together is getting lesser. We used to be like in sync twins last tme , cant be seperated. But now, Time has changed. We seem to be separated from our body and each has their own different paths to walk.

Of course no matter where we walked, our starting points will not changed. I will always remember where our starting point is : At temasek poly. As for the future, i dont know if we could be the same. But walking together hands in hands , is a gift for me.

ps,I love you.

i would like to dedicate a song for us.

Saturday
Saturday actually i dont feel very happy because of some problems between me and my dear . Really sad in the way he treat me.. actually that time was really my verge of losing myself already ... later i controlled and thing were back to normal... but of course i am still not v happy ... HAIZ .... Cause i feel that thing changed when our communication drops.. but well... i guess thing will be back onto tracks if both of us put our heart in building up this happy relationship back again...

Sunday
of course study at home... lol... den around 5 pm ... went to bishan to eat with dear... bring such a big luggage.. lol.. but anyway , i accompany him to jurong east.. at least the journey he took will be shorter... lol... hope from today onwards, our relationship will be better ... i don want thing to turn ugly... :( just because of miscommunication.. you know.. love you.. cya nx week ...

Lol, when china friends said that the paper is easy... i didnt know to how to react . LOL.. Cause firstly , there will be a moderation , secondly, those who get 80 plus might be a B instead of A. LOL.. but anyway, good to see my friends are all doing great for the examination. :) It doesnt come easy to get this far. :)

Anyway , sceno paper is over...about half of the battle is finally gone. But our nightmare is just above to arrive... HISTORY... ALAMAK ... from sec 1 , i sit for geography paper onli lei.. die die die ... still got to remember those stupid chair designer.. and all are dead le.. i think .. lol.. i dont know la... if they are alive anot.. yawn ... really super tired.. cant stand it

I am so shag today... cause after u realized ur half paper is gone, it means your half burden is gone.. your body seem to be alittle bit relaz.. den the whole system seem to shag... lol.. still planning on my holiday stuff.... it will be bored for my 2 whole weeks .. holiday .... i think i go work abit .. to get some money ... will die if no money under my pillow .. lol

ok.. cya on Tue.. History..

My Nightmare.

Our DDIL Nightmare

Wah... Today i eat out with my sister at xin wang. Hahaha.. nice sia .... with a curry chicken rice and curry with a peach tea ... shiok breakfast.. lol

Den at 10.30 am, i go to school le... but the thing is test start at 1.30 pm sia ...lol... lucky i met cingy..she also plan to study in school alone de... den i see her le jiu accompany her to studies.. try to studies in a silent mode ..lol...hope she isnt distracted by me ...lol

den 2.30pm off to examination.. :)

anxious

but lucky i didnt forget anything ^^
after i out of exam hall.. i gather around with friends and discuss answer..
and den i heard alot of china and mymmar friends copying sia
all sort od stunts which are new to me..
but alot are people are caught

lol !!

Ok...
i recieved a Temasek Poly Letter .... Asking me to attend a award ceremony.
Diao... Still Involve in Temasek Polytechic sia..

Geting Award For Excellence presentation Ceremony 2009
Congratulations! your child , Ng Hui Zhen,has Won the Merit Award in E-nnovative Contest ..

Ok... i think is the year 3 .... Attachment prototype...

ok.. held at 6 NOV (Fri) - 3pm

Dunno dear got anot ? if got the cert... maybe he be excused for the NS ... on Friday .. yea... hope dear got it :)

Going to chiong now ! Study !

Oh my, Today is account test ... starting at 9.30 am... so anxious but i keep telling myself to be calm if no i will not be able to recall all those i memories .. :D lol

ah.. i already plan my 2 weeks of holiday alr. I hoh, spend 2-3 days shopping .. den 2 days working at my dad shop.. den sat and sun accompany my ke ai de dear dear lao gong.. missing him now le lor .. aiyo.. dont feel like studying sia... very tired ... plan to study tml lei.. haizzz. study later la... lol... now let me recover my strength :)

hahaha... i planning to buy a xbox game....
MINI NIJIA
i check out at AMK today for holiday game...

i think one game can last me for 2 weeks .. lol ^^

I think i am a bit sick...
i got the feeling of vomiting ..
i don know why...
maybe see a gross video just now...
i think i got the urge .. to vomit ...

=.= sob.. .god, please let me get rid of that disgusting video in my head... i cant stand it any longer.. i am blurting the food... die die die ...

ALA ...
Buddhism
Christian

SAVE ME !!!!!

Today is a Fucking Day and i can Tell you It really isnt my day. But anyway, Me n a group of my friends were studying in library.. New library super shiok... ^^ Nice ambience .. i like it :) Somehow, it is better than Tp... In Tp, it is like Super noisy and there will be no space left lor .. :D In BCA, Yea, Nice table, Nice furniture.. Nice People And Nice Teachers.. Then today mum teng happen to see us so hardworking study ... den she smile and ask us to work hard.. hahaha... ^^ LOL

Den After that ... Study finish le... go home.. den go bishan... and i help me sis to borrow her lib book..sian lei... find so long for the book ... :(

YO Sister. BEtter reward me With EBO SUSHI ! if not i kill you ! LOL ..
miss you dear.. i wanna pinch ur big chubby face when u are back ..

HAHAHHA!!!~~~