1) BT test tomorrow
2) DP 2 Assignment(still life completed) left 2D drawing floor plan
3) History Project
4) CS project - soon
5) Sceno Project - halfway
6) account - Done
7)DP test on 7 oct
8)DS test on 8 Oct
9)DS 2 model to be hand up next week tuesday (completed)

New* :
1) Portfolio DS
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By the way , my previous post was only for my own personal view. If you cant understand it, that's the best. Because that was my intention.

Currently in dilemma now, dear seem to suffer in there. And besides that , my own problem is that i cant seem to forget the old me in TP. I feel like quitting to solve the current problem. Ya, actually my mind is getting quite emo but this is nothing . Because somehow flashes of my past seem to come back suddenly. And i can feel it, it is somehow dominating my mind and soul. I knew one day there is going to be a problem, therefore i feel that quitting is the best solution i can think of.....

I wan to become the best interior designer working in a big firm with a big project on my hand.Having a group of the best elite under me and decide on the design. Seeing design getting shaped up in a few months of renovation and clients who loved the design i create for them. Basically, Money is not really a big issue but it still play a part. I want to let people realise that interior can be a form of art. Not really that, if you are living in HDB, interior design is irrelevant.

i have tons of dreams and inspirations during my young days .

I dream of becoming a scientist, therefore i put in lots of effort in my Sec 1. I dream of becoming a doctor, therefore i once have a rush to applied to take biology.
I dream of becoming a police woman, therefore i train myself in kickboxing to make myself stronger.
i dream myself being a cartoonist , that why i learn to draw manga at the age of 13.
i dream of being a singer, that why i always sing in my own toilet while bathing.

But i never dream becoming a interior designer. I never once think that interior is important until i step to my friend house. I realise that interior change the mood where u are staying. compare to my friend and my house, my house seem to be a coop. i wan to stick to my dream and pursue my career further. i was once an engineering student, but that was past. I will not forget my experiences i had and the bad day i had endured. The jealousy seem to enclosed the space during my poly days.

i always want to forget my old me and start afresh. but it seem that i cant do it. i cant....if i cant stand it, i might as well begin a new plan and strike it out on my own . :(

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