Tuesday, September 29, 2009
It is a really stressful week... i am going to be super tired and busy because my tests is coming soon .. I am getting sick of BT ... Hard to memorise but somehow there is 32 questions to get all in to ur head... feel like dying somehow... :(
Let me think if there is anything interesting today:
Hmm, not really .. but teacher ask me to redo my portfolio.. cause too plain..
And oh ya... I just unconsciously realise that her position as my friend has demoted to the last rank. Not sure of the reason why, But it seems that i am not quite bothered on her changes and attitude . Probably getting sick of everything. Even if she trying to make a scene, i dont bothered to watch it.
I put her name to the last in our History project. i was the one who put her there... not knowing why. probably just feel that it is not fair for her to revise her work.. and we are struggling and fighting for time to pass slowly..and she is happily studying without considering our feelings of studying later.
That is what i think. That why now i am not talking to her much. I am not angry at her..of course not. Just that i dont feel like talking to a emotional woman... quite sensitive sometimes...
Now i just bothered with my thing and study. Will still talk to her but is very simple conversation. i dont hate her .. just .. well .. you know... things cant be forced . Wish her good lucks. and wish Everyone good lucks for the coming exams :)
KAMABATEK !
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:51 AM