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Saturday, August 29, 2009

i just come up and blog for a while before returning to my hell again. Syudy of sceno is really dumb... and i am even dumber to study it ... :( There is no tips , just study all... it can be quite stressful for students who has lot of projects in their hands... I am super super stress right now, i can get sensitive , touchy , irritated or more ... hot tempered.... i feel insecurity also, somehow dont ask me right when i didnt know the answer myself too.. Somehow if someone who is with me suddenly disappeared, i get stressful and panicked ..i get stressful for the minor thing on earth. That's is not good for psychological...

I dun understand why this is happening to me.. is it because of work load... if i am loaded with money, i gonna feel good... but no... it is WORK!! ..

Forcing lots of chapter into a one head is not easy especially no tips given... if u scare u study this and don study tt, it come out.. how ??? really ... =.=... i dunno how to free myself from stress, i dunno who to turn to when i am stressful... somehow , i am a person who always build a defensive shield for myself.. it isnt easy for a person to break through the defence.. because even if i tell my friends my problems , it wouldnt help me ... cause my character is like tt... i prefer to tell it to my bf , but he is in ns most of the time... tell my pets..they always look and stare at u begging for food... tell parents? No... it isnt my character...

Now home is always so quiet ... me me and just Me.. :'( i dont like home to be too quiet ... because it isnt lively at all....

Who can i turn to ?

With a stressful head of mine, i dont feel like thinking at all... let my head destress to store in information later if possible.. i feel like i am a thumbdrive saving the files in data... but now, the thumbdrive is overload and need to reformat before it can be used again. :'( It is Too LOADED ~!!!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:35 AM

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