i just come up and blog for a while before returning to my hell again. Syudy of sceno is really dumb... and i am even dumber to study it ... :( There is no tips , just study all... it can be quite stressful for students who has lot of projects in their hands... I am super super stress right now, i can get sensitive , touchy , irritated or more ... hot tempered.... i feel insecurity also, somehow dont ask me right when i didnt know the answer myself too.. Somehow if someone who is with me suddenly disappeared, i get stressful and panicked ..i get stressful for the minor thing on earth. That's is not good for psychological...

Today is dear first day of his field camp .. haha ... smsing me in the morning wheatever sufficient time he have.. Heehee .. he said about the 6 km marching .. den he said "F***" lol... den very funny lor.. in the morning , when i met val in bus .. i was smsing asanka and ask her where is she now.. she said she be late.. after that dear ah.. wan to play a trick on me.. and wrote :" good lo, i want S**" den val happen to see it .. lol... and we laughed together ... so funny lor ... :P

yesterday till now... guess what 3hours of sleeping.. thankfully, valerie wake me up by calling me like 3-4 times continously.. she got a feeling that i confirm cant wake up early de.. true sia... i really cant wake up because i sleep for 3 hours .. lol... 3 hours lei.... that is like... OMG ... actually when i am blogging now.. my mind is super blank... lol



too tired to watch any TV ... Haiz u this week kanna guard duty ... den is like cant see u this sat... i super sad... but fri.. i will meet u ard 2 pm... :D u need to go home and bath after all... ^^ tml is BT test lei... from tuesday till now, i been revising my BT ... very drain in my brain.... yawn ... one week after that is sceno test ... :( poor me again... hate it u know ...



TEST TEST TEST



T (Testing)

E (Examination)

S (Super)

T (Tiring)

This is somehow True... applied to everyone... i feel like shopping ... but i no money ... i dont wan to anyhow spend money lei ...

sob sob ... :( i love you baby, come back to sg soon... i wan to see u... i got a surprise for u :)

haha.. today me , asanka and val went to TPY to print pictures out for our bf .. hee hee ... i think we are madly in love with our boyfriend alr la... lol ... den after that me and val went to yishun to study and eat at the same time.. hahah ... i was like closing my eyes and memorising ... den val thought i sleeping... lol.. it was funny sia.. anyway .. i finished my english alr ... but i dunno where to upload to student portal.. god.. i am so sad =.=

Anyway... we study till 7.45 den we go off le bah, not sure abt the time.. :) after that dear keep asking me to go home and study.. cause ghost festival is coming .. he scare i meet "Bro" .. lol... i know la... i think i will go home early tml onwards.. my dear dont like me to go out.. he rather i stay hm and study...

but the thing is ... at home ... is too QUIET... i sleep very soon if i didnt have a little sound... that why lor.. sorry dear dear ...

i go home early nx time.. love u :)

ok... gtg for my DP

Having sleepless night ... i cant sleep well due to work load.. it is like ... everyday have work load you know... Feel pretty stress in my work... no time to sms my dear tonight because i need to arrange time to do the sceno and the lantern because the timings are in conflict... den the material we haven think what to use for the lantern model.. den this thurs got to pass up the lantern... den is like HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ... then this fri got to pass up CS work and the BT Test... den monday got Sceno presentation.

Den on 31 aug got sceno test.
den 3 sept got history test .... den is like i feel super super tired and stress... i wan to sleep but find time is so little... feel like crying alr ><

Maybe wan everything to be perfect, so required some time.. Time is equal to money... i waste 1/3 of my money... ah nonsense...lahhhhhh

Right now, what i need is resting... but it seem like resting isnt found in my dictionary.. i wan to go somewhere to relaz myself.... to be free of work.. and school.... but sometimes... singapore seem to be so tense.. where to rest???... i duno... i really not sure... i don feel like singing and watching tv.. i only feel like dd one thing ... "Stare blankly at the ceiling" ... Actually staring blankly is not good.. it slow down your brain cells ....

so what other thing we can do ??????????????????? haizzzzz..... i dunno la...

I missed my dear dear so much everytime he go in ... :'( i cant see him for a week ... until sat... accompany him one day only... sob sob... last time is like everyday... now... hmmm.. nt anymore... last time shopping mall is tiring for him because he used to walk with me ... but now no more alr.... he like to walk around and shop.. now... hahahaha

haizzz.. got to chiong for my BT ... Bye... GTG

Just to say i am in a foul mood

Current feeling : A Feeling of complicated feeling.

Talk when u return.

Dont Feel like blogging. Sorry .

opps... XD sorry dear .. yesterday i didnt blog... because i was too busy doing my composition... i am soooo tired after school... haizz... den during class, asanka tell me one thing :

12hr.34min 56 sec 7/8/09 (Date) ... u count... 123456789... This day will never come again u know... a day to remember ! :D haha.. cool right dear ... i cant rmb wad monday has happen alr... abit vague alr ... sob

Anyway , let blog more today... today i really have to take my hat off my mother u know... she is very pro u know ...u know my shampoo finish alr ... den i go to my mum bathroom to borrow a shampoo... den i was like using happily... but i dunno why the more i used... the stinker it get.. my hair become very very dry... i was soooooo pissed... den i tell my mum abt this ... u know what she said : OH, I USED THAT STINKING SHAMPOO TO WASH THE TOILET" i was like SERIOUS !?!!?!??!

i was so shocked and keep applying alot of vitamin on my hair ...

=.-

then today during lesson, Mr wong ask me out and said i recieve wad scholarship... i was like huh ... but he said he will send out mail to me first... i didnt do anything at all.... but if got free $, i will of course Take ... I am $$$$$$$$ face... lol

Den after school, we go to illuma to take pictures... but illuma is so spacious with nothing which we really wan.. so we changed out location to bugis junction.... as in more thing of wad we want lor ... lol...

Haiz.z... now just passed 2 days onli.... missed u alor lei.... wad u dd now ?? maybe now sleeping bah... but hold on to ur riffle. dont let the wild bore take ur riffle ...

today i am so happy .. i forgot to blog on sat ah.. lol.. actually these two days is like god gift for me . my birthday fall on 27 Dec... if he can come out one day to celebrate my bd , i be so happy and excitied ... if not .. i be waiting for him out to celebrate my bd :) heehee...

I waiting for u , I waiting for uuuuuuu ~~~~~ ... lol

anyway.. sat i didnt blog because i was busy with going with my dear to ION orchard ... it was damn big la ... but everything was branded there sia ... quite exp la... but the food and the thing there seem to be v good ... thumb up.. the facade is so shiok...

Den after that go home lor because we didnt catch "Overheard" cause the seat is too front lor.. first 2 row sia ... lol ... dear dear buy 2 shirts for me.. actually is one de... but if i buy both... exp lor.. so i plan to buy one.. but dear dear buy both for me... i feel really really touched lor ... :D haha ... because he said he feel that he wan to buy something for me.. cause he also seldom buy things for me ... i am ok la..

sorry val... lazy to upload pic sia

sun, i feel so sad ... go to his house at ard 10.30 am.. pei him lor ... because i know he don want to wait for the clock to go tick tock tick tock... and wait for book in.. :D i know my bf too well.. he always ask me not to come on sun.. but he like gu nian like tt, say no mean yes...

hee hee !!

ok, tml is his camp field ... i today go to 2 temple to bless him ... his religion is catholic la.. but his mum don mind de.. HEehee... religion is like universe.. i think there is no difference. Actually i like elephant god.. i still pray to elephant god.. i wear elephant necklace everyday..

i dunno lei.. i just feel it is like blessing me..so i just continue to wear daily to school.. even my clothes isnt match...

ok... hope my dear slp well tonight ... bye dear... see u nx week sat night :)