by the way, i was doing project with val and jia lu... of course , jia lu reach first ... lol... den i was like late for 3 minutes nia... val is late too.. lol... the nearer we stayed.... the possibility of being late is higher... dono why also ... lol ... ><>
den me and val eat at suki sushi at AMK.. our Favourites!she prefer saka sushi.. actually me too... but a bit exp... lol ><.. She love the red egg sushi and i like the tamago sushi..lol... ><>
We both order a big plate of salmon to share... in the end... i think we eat all the raw salmon.. except the rice... lol... we are too full and bloated alr ... lol !!
THis is what we order .... but we eat the top part nia ... :)
Our "Finished" product :) lol... so little right... 2 gals nia, cant eat much also
On the way back... saw this blue eyes cat .. she was sooooo beautiful... :)
That's the end of my journey... i am home le
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:13 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Ya... Today after school... go mcd and slack with von.. go eat mcd until 6 .15 pm.. cause she is gg to a church gathering at jorong point... initally she ask me to accompany her to jurong point.. back think back like so far.. so i said let slack at bishan and eat smth at mcd..
Den after go library and borrow some books ... about colour books
After that , he sms at night ... around 9.30 plus .... he said he got only 20 minutes... den i was like yeah we can talk for 20 minutes alr ... But ended up, 10 minutes quarrelling ... damn ...
Waste time and breathe
:(
NO MOOD NO MOOD >.<
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:14 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
today i dont have the feel to blog because i am very tired ... and i am getting irritated easily... i have a summary of my day:
went to school early...
Study..
Eat at J8
Study
Buy Present for asanka
Drink at Coffee Bean
Home...
don know why today just feel irritated... mum said nic wont appreciate it.. said i dont have to bother making the heart... when she said that... i get irritated.. as in i was really hoping he will know i at least got do something for him when he is in Ns... Although i dont seem to make my "heart" very nice.. but it is a token of love mah.. did my mum have to throw a bucket of cold water at me. ? said i waste money and he will have no time to see all this... he might be sleeping at home .. wa laoooooo....
Keep telling me is
waste MONEY waste MONEY...Haiz... she dont know i missed him alot.. den keep hurting me with her words ... :( ask her to Diam alr... still keep saying ... haizz.. sometimes i just think she dont understand me well.. she keep using her old times and old methods to teach me... I am not those NORMAL Girl ... who uses NORMAL method... haizz.....
Never mind .... it is ok...
DEar said he using pistol tml... hope everything is well... He sms me today.. den said i dont wanna talk is it .... i said... noooooooooooo! is not me lor....is him lor ... den he said i didnt say about myself .. lol.. wad to say about myself... besides saying i missing him badly ? :)
Wait for 9 more days .... Sibei Sian... but wait bah... den 24 july can go his hse and see him if he no confinement :) cause his camp got one case of h1n1... now all taking temiflu.... maybe see him lor... if he wan to sleep.. den ask him sleep lor... i do my work silently ... den he can go slp...
Ok .. byebye... tml is the Last Day of school... for this week ... HAHAHAHA
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:51 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Today as usual , go to school... den after the DP lecture... we arrange up for a discussion.. for the project.... I was almost going to sleep after 2 hours of discussion... lol.... Val was like suddenly turn quite quiet... Den jia lu... obviously wan to go home... she keep saying ... can we move on to the next stage... lol....
Den after that ... we went home ard 5 plus... it was sooooo sleepy but the work is never ending.... Everyday will have new assignment to do lor... sibei sian :(
Buy the deep heat for my dear... but i feel like using it first because my shoulder is very painful... haizz.. carrying too many things become very vex..... feel like buying a tortise bag.... my left shoulder feel so painful... :(
Ok... back to my project now...
Latest new from my dear.... Their Tekong... kanna H1N1.... :( Damn....
tired.... XD
I miss your beautiful smile ... 3:51 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Today after i borrow book from library ... i went home straight.... wa liaoooo... guess what ... there is a
BLACK CAT hiding behind my pinki and dirty bicycle.... And the Black Cat was like wanting to follow me home u know.. i was so freak Out ... Take my big black A3 size file ..and block myself in case he jumped on me..... Then i be ...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....I think the black cat mistaken me as his owner... because i when i closed my door... i can hear the black cat meowing .. and scratched my door... it was like .. i pity the cat.. but i scare cat also... after that i peek alittle bit... guess what... it was waiting at my door.... but we scare to let the black cat in lei ...lol
After that ok... it was gone... and we see a master trying to hunt for something.. i think was his cat
Anyway , today in class presentation... our presentation is VER Very Funny..
Esp Asanka Part :D I Cant believe i actually
push her to present her part... i mean i really
PUSH .. Cause she scare of presenting ... lol... Sorry Asanka... i am so Sorry .... Will buy u a big Birthday Present when u return... Sorry Sorry.. lol
Dont blame me ... T_T
Ahh... and today was so funny.. my bf sms me at night and tell me the officers ask them to find earthworm on the Road... Road where got Earthworm????? Den ask them find scope tape... after that officers happy alr... den let them off...
I think those officers are nuts... if i see them.. i stare them hard.. !!!!! So Pissing off lor.. :( bully my nicnic baby !!!
cya !! :D
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:00 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009
Today still left 11 days.... tml is 10 days alr... haizzzzz....i am very tired to write today because i have a presentation tml... i very scared lei.... i scare we crew it u because it is hard to explain lor...
by the way... today i called dear dear and we talk for like 12-15 minutes ... Yeah finally i can hear his voice alr... i was like over the moon... now i am waiting for his sms.... i hope he will sms me tonight ... miss him alot alot and ALOT...
I know he will be out of field alr... and i am so afraid he cant take it ... i buy plaster for him... just in case he got cut or wad ... if mix with dirty soil, will kanna infected.. so i buy plaster for him first...
I think he need mosquito repeller bah... i be buying a small one for him.. and maybe listerine for him :)
and some massage rub which doesnt have the smell... he dont like those smell...
today is boring ... nothing interesting today lei...
HEHEE... i chat with my dear ... i m so HAPPY !!! :)
Left 11 days .... more... hang on there ...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:18 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Dear... These Are all my Classmates... Let me introduce to u :
This is me and Asanka..She always like to be in the middle... :) I think she feel protected sitting in the middle... She is protected by me and val.. lol From the Left is Yvonne,valerie,Asanka and me... Please ignore those 2 person in the background.. they are not supposed to be ruining our pic... T_T Alright... This is harder to explain... Ok i try..Starting At the Bottom from the Left hand corner are.. Andy,Bowei,Eugene,Su,Siamon..Above... u should know who we are le... Us Again... LOL... never get sick of cam whoring...This is Us.... CAV.... where is the E?? oh she is shooting us la..I Like this Picture ... Regarding of the soft light.... :)
I look like a mum ah... trying to protect my nest T_T
This pictures are taken 2 days ago... just that my friend... haven send it to me... :) Now i am posting up...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:04 AM
today i am soo happy.. i received 9 sms from him today ard 2 pm plus ... i wanted to off my phone to save battery de but suddenly.... "Ding Dong"... den i see who sms me ... is my "zhuzhu lao gong" I am sooo soooo happy.... he actually sms me... i guess i cant off my phone because he could sms me anytime...
And i have to apologised for my preview post ... i said he didnt update me ... cause i thought he can on his phone everyday at 9 pm for a while... but today he tell me that he cant on his phone .. if not confinement... ok... i rather Wait patiently everyday for his sms ... Actually now i am feeling fine and ok with the way this is... Because i had a good talk with his mummy... :) We actually meet up today at 11am at woodland... she wan to pass me a letter... :) Lucky i nv tell nick abt this letter cause i wan him to feel surprise that he can recieve love and caring from his loved ones..
hey baby, i also know that you sms to ben... u wrote :" i'm alive" ... i was =.- ... so bad... u knew ur mum will be so anxious... den u wrote that to ur young bro sms...i think your mum will prefer like :" mum, i am fine in my camp" lol... instead of I'm alive ... lol... U are in Jaguar Company... Wow .. Jaguar... it sound ike a tough camp.... i hope everything is fine for you... i got pray for you today :)
Although you tell me u fail ur ippt... but i know is because you are too tired and have alr used up most of ur energy.... nvm, try again...because you never know...i am sure you can do it...Make full use of your STRENGTHs.... i know where is your standard... and i alr know ...
i promised to buy woodland ban mian for you when u are out of camp during 24/7/2009.... :)
Dear Dear,
I am actually hanging on ... For you...
Actually i could have breakdown easily... i am a soft person...
Just For you, I hang on up till now ...
Whenever i missed you, i would research my memories of you ...
I am blessed with Full memories of you...
Of Course, my heart would feel alittle bit sting... and sour... i will keep bitting my lips and swollow the pain with my sailva ... But in the end, you have to know... I Love you too much ... :)
Anyway, i actually wanted to go to science center to see the Da vinci thing... but we go wrongly... we went to discover science center.... alot of things actually changed in there :)
I took alot of pictures and some stupid videos :)
I get so Excitied seeing this... i am imagine u in that outfit. :)
Salut to you
See the Bubble.... You have to do this everyday !!!! :)
byebye... :)
I miss your beautiful smile ... 4:49 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
today is saturday. My mum accompanied me to national library to do some reseach on my project... cause i dont really like to rely everything on internet... internet is easy to source, but if every people is dependent on internet.. imagine the possibility of similiarity ...
I manage to get some useful information.
ok, den went to illuma to catch ice age 3 ... the small little dino is sooooo cute ... :) i love the 3 dino.... :) lol
And den .. my sat is over... now i am at home writting my blog... recently i find out that i am sick ...
so imagine what is my medicine ???is my work... i keep injecting myself with research/project/drawing... keep doing work everyday without fail... i dont rest when i am working... trying to occupied my mind with all my works..... dont wish to think of counting the days ...
Guess Who is the doctor??well, i guess i am... i have to fix my health inside out ... i am the only person who can help myself ...
i dono will he sms or call me anot ... we haven talk since the day he went in to the tekong ...
the total number of current sms is : 4 ... i am still counting ... i dono will he sms today anot ... haizzzz.....
i dont really wan to think too much already ..... i very tired of this ...
bless him.... the most dissapointed thing is i dont really know how his life is no matter how many sms i reply him....he didnt state in sms at all... i dono his life at all.... i am quite disappointed with the way thing is...
your monkey baby,chris
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:23 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
today is a bad bad BAD day for me, dear .... i am so forgetful lor... forget to take this and that to school.. lucky my sis offered to bring it to me because she was on her way out... if not she wont be so good to bring it to me de lor .. lol !!!!!!
During this 2 hours break, we take 13 to Amk to eat ... during that journey, i was sitting behind a ITE guy .. i dono who the hell was he... he was suer duper irritating lor... guess what.... initally he was playing S.H.E song ... i was okok.. cause free music mah... after that song, guess what he played.... he play the BUDDHISM CHANTING in the bus..loud....i was.... =.= very pissed you know... den i walked off from my seat ... and after that... GUESS WHAT !!!!!!! HE PLAYED THE GHOST HORROR EERIE LAUGHTER !!! AND IT WAS NOT LIKE ONE OR TWO... IT WAS CONTINOUS !!!
val and i feel so irritated and feel like KILLING HIM already... and then after that we go to val dad western food and eat ... i eat spag caborona.... uncle wanted to treat us ... but i think it is not that good cause i think must let uncle earn at least the Cost price of the meat ... and spag...
Cant take Free... it is weird :)
Hope dear can sms more than 3 sms today... ytd was only 3 sms nia .... :(
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:25 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Today is the first day dear goes to ns ...i sms him in the morning when i woke up... he didnt really reply me much... guess he was abit emo , or he cant fall back to slp... :( must learn how to adapt with ur life inside, officer might be harsh ... but dont worry.... u dont have to care about them... because after 2 years , all will passed .. and u will regained ur own FREEDOM...
Alittle Small Note From me :) : -If Officer scold u for nothing, treat them like singing.... if you are too bothered by it , treat those officers like a pest.....den u feel that it is not really that bad...
- if you are harass by gays, tell me your troubles, dont keep all to yourself..
-if one day, u feel that you cant survive in there any longer, just tell yourself that your loved ones are outside supporting you.
- if one day u feel helpless, dont forget we will always be there to guide you back to a right path.
-dont lose heart, for our hearts still beat as one..
- Remember to call back home to report to your mum , ur mum is so worry about you.. call back home daily to tell your mum u are safe and sound.. dont let her worry... even if you dont wan to call me, u should call ur mum.. :)
regards,
Your Monkey Baby :D
my journey..
Today class started at 8.30 am, it was so early .... and i was feeling so tired ... almost falling asleep alr... having my DS ..... and i actually dont really think this teacher is good.... she dont know how to teach well... sometimes , she just throw the things to us nia.... den like :" Either u do it, or u fail... choose one" It was a pathetic choice ... so i choose to charge forward lor...
cam whoring ... hahhaha...both are in love already
Den accting.... =.- ......
den History ..................................... =.- i loathe history and i dont understand why ... i prefer geo... as in i live forward rather than backward lor...the teacher is good and she is very stern.. she keep scolding and scolding.. but her teaching is good... she know how to guide us .. :D
During a 10 min short break after one hr of lesson... i was resting ... and asanka wanna take pic..
Can i sleep ?? my stern history teacher....
Awake !!! Teacher wan us to focus on the another one hour before class end.. so Gambatek!!!!! i am alive again !!!!
after that, we went to bras pasah... the artfriends... i buy a black folder... $17 plus... because it was easier to hold...and my shoulder recently is very very bad... it aches painfully...i try to tilt my head to crack , but i just feel that my neck doesnt have much blood ... it was so painful... haizzzz... after that ....go home and beg my mum to help me massage my shoulder.... she help me with 30 min...it was better .... but it will came back again.... :( my mum help me rub my shoulder and she put the youko youko for me..... oh... it was PAINFUL !!!!!!!!!
she help me blew away the sting pain..... den after that, i feel better .. and i watch Tv... today had been a tired day ... dear dear at 9.40 den sms me... but all was quite short .... haiz ..... nvm.... as long as u report to ur mum that you are safe and sound, a sms or two sms is ok for me....
Muacks ! Loving you forever.. :)
Your Monkey baby
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:59 AM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
On Tuesday,I went to dear dear house after my school ended at 3.00 pm... :) Going to his house probably took me about half an hour.. i do missed him when he go ns, but i just don wanna show... sometimes in life, i have to learn how to be strong in life whenever i am facing this situation. In my heart, i do missed him, i missed his laughter, his joke, his love , his concern , his caring and all those pieces and bits which make up of him.. he's completed in me :) I know he be away from my sight for 2 weeks, actually 6 months ago... i already tried to prepare myself for this ns thing already.. I Tell myself that he will be only temporary away from, after 2 weeks he be back from tekong ... So sad that he is in pes A, there is no way he can relax in ns there ... all this while , i haven been saying this to him..
Dear , i love you and i really do. I hope when u go in there , everything will go smoothly for u too :)that is my blessing to u and i will always pray for you whenever i visit the temple. :)
Ok, some memories of my dear... the Last picture of him before botak.
I drew him.. actually that was my school assigement.. :)
he poot poot
he was covering his pimples ...
Seeing the explode view of him ...
On wednesday (Today),
dear dear is going in tomorrow, i guess he cant sleep well... because everything is going to change starting from tomorrow... haizzzz.... i cant quarrel and bicker with him anymore... well, sometimes i like to te kan him.. if he angry, i am happy, at least he concern me :)
Anyway , today , me and my friends are cam-woring...
Taken in gal toilet
Valerine and asanka... :D we are VAC
We are VAC... Valerine/Asanka/Chris
Hahaha... Girlss !!!! Yvonne!!!
Yvonne where is ur the other face ... lol!!!!
Tomorrow he be gg in ard 9 am... i Love Him... Always ... :)
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:43 AM
Friday, July 3, 2009
now everyday draw draw draw.... very tired...
*Yawns*
You can see my eyes always in bloodshot nowadays... tired to the max.. after school still have to learn alot of things...den got homework to do... Lecturer not very good somehow.. but still ok... i mean they cant really teach well... but they know how to draw it well..
Anyway, i drew my dear human potrait.... almost got 70 % alike...
den the flower... okok la... 50 %
Chair.... haven drew yet =.= cause too strain on my eyes
Den today not very happy cause of small misunderstanding, then quarrel with my bf abit... haizzzzzz.... hope everything will be fine tomorrow lor... :(
sob sob :(
Tired and sad.... can anyone teach me how to wake my bloody eyes when i am tired??? :(
lol... :)
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:11 AM