In front of my notebook, i stare blankly .. i listened to my current favourite cantonese song in a repaeated mode with a similar sentences ringing in my head.

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

it never pause in my head once. The tape never stop, i sing in my heart in a repeated mode. Probably, it was because of the aftermath we are facing , we got heat at the moment and i spout things which i shouldnt have. My mouth always act quickly than my heart. We hope to reach a compromise after 3 days, but i missed the person who i cared most .

Anyway, dont have to ask what happen.. i dont wish to explain and elaborate..

i only have words for "u" :

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"

i hope you understand traditional chinese...and noted the meaning of the repeated song lyrics...

"心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起"..........................

Recently , i was touched by a cantonese song.. The title of the song is :" 深爱着你 " I was being carried away by a short hong kong drama , this drama is mainly showing the japanese culture and i really learned alot from this educational drama. Well, i have no ide why i love this song, but the rythem of the song just match my current feelings. The chorus part was nice although this song is pretty old judging from the Music video




深愛著你作詞：林敏聰　作曲：林哲司
你說過愛在這一生裡
有過快樂與心碎
你說過愛在我的身邊
悄悄看我熟睡
聽說你在這刻想我
聽說你在記起我
我也記著每刻往事
也記掛你在哪兒
時日如飛　今天在我心裡
是充滿不褪的
記憶時日如飛　
我似呆在這地任一天天過去　任一生飄過去
任一切飄去再沒法追
心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起
心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的一切
懷念著你　懷念著你
流著淚自覺得深愛著你

hope every couples be blessed ~ :)

Still no job.. currently facing jobless times.... The only time i get a job is at my dad shop... earn $65 for 3 days... now i am a bit getting bored because i have to sit here typing my rubbish job when there is a depression times outside...IT is not easy to get a job outside now unlike last time ... when you called them, they ask u down for a interview .... now , they ask for your number and ur name and also said shortlisted candidates will be notified...

Tired of everything, hope gods got us a job............................. we are jobless......i hate the fate where i have to face this crsis , going through all this shit where it is pretty unfair to us...Haiz , but what can i do ? eat ? sleep ? play ?

"getting emo and dont wished to get distured" ...... (>"<)

HAHA ! we finally have a black 8gb ipod nano, and we named it as " Chrisnicko " lol.... Dear have store in 100 music already... i need to download the itunes first .... lol.... yea , ^^

i have created a list of song names, but that is only the beginning... there is more to come :



Song Title
dido - here with me
kelly clarkson - since you been gone
fergie - losing my ground
colbie caillat - battle
katy perry - ur so gay
shayne ward - That's my goal
jessica simpson - i wanna love you forever
Rihanna - unfaithful
Gwen Stefani - Luxurious
Maroon 5 - she will be loved
yanni - in the morning light
gwen stefani - what you waiting for
kelly clarkson - miss independent
Rihanna - take a bow
ETC ...

Total Building Performance exam is coming.

Please wish me good Luck

:)

Ok, first of all....

I am going to say :

ASSHOLE, YOU TBP... REALLY , YOU ARE JUST A PIECE OF SHIT THAT DROP DOWN FROM MY ASS.. I HATE YOU, TBP... MEMORISE MEMORISE ... I FEEL LIKE THROWING THE BOOK OUT OF THE WINDOW.. FEEL BREATHLESS.. I WANT TO GO AND ENJOY ON 20 JAN... I DON WANT THIS KIND OF BLOODY SHIT...

THE MORE I MEMORISE TBP, THE MORE I WANTED TO KILL THE PEOPLE WHO INVENTED THIS STUPID SUBJECT . !!!

AHHHHHHH..... SCREW YOU, TBP!!~~~!

Alright i make a decision on how my $ 400 will be spend on. Of course to spend on relaxing, i love spa but i never been through spa before. To me, relaxation is like doing yoga, they are essential part in ur life. If you keep working and forgot to pamper your body.. they will complain... ^^ that my way to keep myself pamper and make myself be youthful again.

This is the couple spa room .... :) nice right

today is valentine eve wor... so happy wor... meet dear dear after he go for a couple of test for the oncoming NS... he got : PES A L1

yeah , he can have a good post if he go to NS... Ahh , he haven go for his nafa test yet, hmm, must press him further if not he become a worm le wor... lol... so happy for him and proud of my dear dear...

After shopping and buying things at far east plaza, we go to walk for quite long till six.... plus den go nana restaurant and have our dinner... yummy, it was good, we have our fill and go home...

Missing each other,.. and i wont forget the smell of fish and chacken... diao ... hahaha ... u know what i mean hoh....

lol

well, today i was screwing up the whole interview. I went into the room with 4 interviewers , each with one pair of eyes were staring right at me .. i was really frightened to the max... one interviewer face was black like hell...he asked lot of question which is somehow related to work OT and Less pay... you know that kind of person. It is somehow damn stressful, when i went into the room, it wasnt me... I was like somehow being very hypocrite... u know... lying through my teeth all the way.

He was asking like :" if your best friend has a wedding , and u need to submit a report to me by tml, what will you do?"

with the ( hyprocrite ) me : " well, i believed i would wish her all the best and inform her that i will not be attending due to work and hope she will understand me. Besides , i believe it is more important to priorites your work first ... etc etc "

However, inside me .. i was telling myself :" what the toot....., expect me to be a slave.. ah .... work more, less paid.... what the hell is that ... cursing on and on...."

It was really a screwed up interview today. First, i wasnt prepared at all to face all these because i was doin my project yesterday.

I think 90% they will opt me out... hahahah .... =.-

Dono why , dear angry at me for washing up ..i brush my teeth and talk to him concurrently. Well , it sound really awful .. If you dont like it, i am sorry lor...

Good Night then

Today is a jitter day today... ahh ...but now is over alr.. and i am so happy because inspiration design school have email me .. Finally i know the prices of the part time course.

Around 5000 plus within 2 years ....got to ask more details about the part time interior design le ...

GAMBATEK !!!!

what a suck life i been living...........i just wanna break free from tml interview by money paul. She is making the group to become jitters.... group interviews where she will pour out a question and one of the four of us will have to snatch the answer ... well, what a jinx life... i really wanna get out of here and get on with my life...

i am feeling vexed . After poly, i shall not depend on other people for advise.. who the hell cares, i just do what i likes and what i wants to do . Nobody will bother , because i been lectured everyday of my life to become self - reliance and independent . Alright , i am going to do it from today onwards and hear no one but myself. I dont really care about anything right now... No, Not At all...

Since you dont like me to stick to you around, Fine .... All mortal beings are equal, it doesnt really matter.. If you dont want to hurt yourself or me, just be yourself... i am alright .. i learn to face the fact too. Next time, any decision or any projects that i am going to do will be on my own.

Who Cares About Me Anyway...

NOBODY..

Anyway , Thanks .. Cause i will not be dependently on anyone else anymore.

I Be Myself and Do Wad I Think Is Feasible.