today i tot is only 3 temples to visit ... however , it turns out to be 5 temples.. oh my god... we go out from 7 plus to 12 am... i am just starting to get blogging at 12.40 am... gosh.... Alright, and i did a SINFUL thing today ... first time , i broke my record of eating 2 small bowl of vegetarian noodles at 11.59 pm.. /_\ oh gosh .... i am down right SINFUL . i didnt know 12 am already and i am eating happily ..... i am definitely going to gain some grams.... lucky it is vegetarian .... ah ni duo fuo.... ah lei lu ya... if meat, i am going to die of FATS...


i am very sad lor.... lol... /_\ anyway , today has abit of quarrl with my mum again lor. i find out that our generation gap is getting wider and WIDER .. u know... she ask me what i pray for... den i said : " basic stuffs la, hope 2009 after graduation can get myself a good job.... etc.... " den she said:" you never pray for you NTU " den she start to make a hell out of noise because of this ... i said " are you really depending on god to give you the answer" she like damn piss off and ask me not to drag the god in...

wad the =.=

den my sis started to explain the whole matter to her in a nice way. i guess our zodics really crashed ... CNY eve quarrel, what the heck...

i was trying to say that i wanted to get my job and furthermore i can gain more experiences in work which is related to my related diploma course .. experiences is very important to me, to me.. i feel that i miss a chance of working outside because i do not have a intership attached during my 3.1.. i feel so lose out to other people who got great opportunity to see more and learn more things.

I really think in this way.. furthermore, i will not stop at diploma because i knew that in this society , it required more innovative and challenging employees to fulfill the task...maybe my diploma now will last me only 2-3 years, but as the years extend ... more innovative and creative fresh graduates are going to join the same ind as i ... i will also lose out. I need to hone my skills well....upgrade myself continously .... in order to "survive". what i means is only the basic " survive"

Beside i set a target for myself, i wan to make a name for myself and i want people to recognise my skills and ability and also to gain respect from people regardless of their desigination. I dont believe yelling at people who are slower will motivate their inner self. Unless you are capable at something, if not i will only regard you as a employees in the industry. I believe at encouraging , praising will motivate people to really move on ... basically that is what i feel , it may not be the same as what you feel ... it is based on individual.