Sunday, November 23, 2008
i am undergoing a period of emo-ing. I cried , I laugh and I Scream onto the wall when it agitated me . I tear down pieces of me in my heart, i am hurt. Does anybody exprienced emo-ing before? i guess, probably when it strikes you , you cant laugh ...u be there alone listening to emo-ing song .. lying on your bed , smelling the foul pillow where you drool onto, and hugging the teddy bears when they give you a sense of security and privacy when you are down.It dont scream, neither talk.
It is hard to explain the feelings , you wont feel like eating, you wont feel like sleeping, you wont feel like doing anything ..you sit there at a corner from 1 pm to 1 am .... shrimping like a prawn ...
i dont feel like drawing ,
i dont feel like studying
i dont feel like writing
i don feel like eating
and lastly,
i dont feel like screaming
All but not Least,
i feel like " nothing " in anybody's heart.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:35 AM